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..::The return of *blank*::..

Mon Sep 24, 2007, 6:09 PM
The return of...SEEKING SOLACE

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Can you believe it? It's not so much that have nothing to do, because I don't have anything to do, but because I want to actually get somewhere. And if you guys know my sister =StrawberryKing, she is a very hard working artist and it has always been her dream to make a manga of her own!!!! As the writer, I seriously plan on writing this...and well...to any of you who really does care, I'm very open on ideas. Thanks!

IDEAS ARE VERY MUCH LIKED!! THANK YOU


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  • Mood: Lazy

..::Once upon a broke heart::..

Mon Feb 26, 2007, 2:27 PM
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Once upon a broken heart: Beu Sisters
  • Watching: Loveless music video
Once Upon A Broken Heart
By: Beu Sisters
Once upon a broken heart
I was walking alone in the dark
Looking for a way to start again
What I wouldn't give for a friend
There was no love in my life
There was no light in my eyes
All the tears that I had cried and cried
Seemed like they'd never end
And I never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine
Long ago and far away
I could never dream of the day
That your love would come my way and stay
And sweep me away and I
Never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine
This is the way a fairytale feels
This is the way I know it's real
'Cause this is the way a broken heart heals
And I never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

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..::Remembrance of AngelOfDarkness::..

Tue Jan 30, 2007, 7:29 PM
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Stand in the Rain By: Superchick
I just wanted to post this up, although it isn't mines, it is ~angelofdarkness and I just revised it a little. He's a good writer and you should check out his page too.

“I never thought that it would end like this. I guess if he hadn’t died I would’ve been the same old me. Still, I never thought that we would’ve killed him.” –Matt (a.k.a. Exterminator)
Each morning a boy would get ready for school by taking a shower, changing, making breakfast, and cleaning the mess his parents had made the previous night. He would walk to school and see how parents took their children to school everyday and then an empty feeling would arise in him. He had no one to give him a good bye kiss or a hug.
“I never noticed him, I mean, he was a nerd by my standards. I heard he had a crush on me, but then again, who doesn’t? I just never imagined what would have happened or how bad his life really was.” –Lisa (a.k.a. Queen)
Everyday he would go to his locker only to find that it had been forced open and all of his things were on the ground. He would pick them up while everyone laughed at him and attempted to put it back in his locker only to find that there was trash and some unknown liquid that he didn’t want to know about. He cleaned it up as the bell began to ring and left to class with stained and dirty clothes.
“I knew he had problems at school and at home, be he or any other students never asked for help or a conference. I didn’t do anything to help him, and that’s what hurts me the most.” –School counselor
After school he would walk to his destination alone, that’s when Matt would come and bully him. He would take his money or anything valuable and beat the boy until he cried. After moments of laughing, Matt would leave the weeping boy who was stripped of his valuables. The boy would slowly get up once Matt was out of sight and continue to his destination with tear stained eyes and cheeks.
“Well, what can I say? We truly loved him. I would take him to school and make him breakfast every morning. We gave him everything he needed so I don’t know what went wrong.” –Julia (a.k.a Mother)
The boy’s true destination was the library because it was his only escape from reality. He never wanted to go home because when he read the books, he would leave this world into a world full of fantasies and adventures. He would wish so hard that he could be the hero of a great adventure or lovers from a romance novel. He never wanted to return back to reality, yet, in then end, he would always return to the world of pain and suffering.
“Don’t bother me with your questions!” –Step dad
“He would come here everyday to get books, I thought he loved reading. His favorites were fiction and mangas, he was a good boy.” –Mrs. Patrick (a.k.a Librarian)

After getting the books, he would go home and enter, what seemed like to him the gates of hell, his front door. Once inside, he would rush to his room to change then quickly go to the kitchen, he knew his duty. “I’m hungry you useless child, get me something to eat and a beer!” A monstrous voice shouted. “Yes mother,” the boy replied. He began to cook as fast as he could because he knew what would happen if he didn’t hurry. The marks all over his body still ached and some even reopened from Matt’s beating. After cooking and giving the meal to his mother, he would go to his room exhausted and ready to leave this cruel world.
“I liked him but he never talked to me and things got worse when Lisa entered school, which was his downfall.” –Angela (a.k.a Bookworm)
The same thing happened each day, but life is unpredictable. One day at school, after doing his daily routine, he saw the most beautiful girl and his eyes just couldn’t look away, she was everything that he ever wanted. She looked his way but didn’t say nor did anything, as if he was invisible.
“Well, what can I say? The boy just took the easy way out.” –Chief of Police
After what seemed like years, he wondered if he had the guts to talk to Lisa. One evening, when school was coming to an end, he saw her talking to a guy and he didn’t know what to do except to walk away in defeat. As he continued on his journey to his destination, like every other day, he came face to face with Matt. The boy didn’t know what he was doing, in fact, his didn’t even seem to be processing anything. “Hey loser, give me all the valuables you have on you or do I have to make it appear myself?” Matt questioned. “Leave me alone or I’ll call the cops!” The young boy screamed before running away for the first time.
That day he went straight home, since he forgot to go to the library. He went and hid in his room until it was time to do his chores, which after finishing, he was hit with a belt by his father for being home early with no reason. He went to his room and waited for what would happen tomorrow, maybe life would pull something different for him tomorrow like how they did on the day Lisa entered his life. The next day at school, the boy was horrified as he saw Matt coming up to him with a hard fist straight to his stomach, which sent him out cold until minutes before school ended. He got up and got ready to go home, yet there was a part of him that just couldn’t take it anymore and was tired of crying and being a coward in life. He knew that he would never have a chance with Lisa so he made his choice…to end everything today.
“Well, what can I say? The boy just took the easy way out.” –Chief of police
When the boy got home, forgetting about going to the library again that day, he ran to the kitchen to grab a knife and turned to the bathroom…
“There wouldn’t be a life without death and no death without life. There is no hate without love and no love without hate. Sometimes people give life everything without thinking and those who do think are afraid of death. People are so disgusting and wicked…the end began with the beginning of humankind.” –AngelofDarkness

I hope you enjoyed this little story that was written by him and revised by me. Give him a visit and check out his page again!

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::..Encouraging Words..::

Sat Jan 20, 2007, 4:45 PM
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Do ya BY: Jump 5
  • Watching: Boa: No.1 Dance steps
Encouraging quotes that help me a lot:

:bulletred: Faith is the cornerstone on which all great lives are built.
:bulletred: When your mind is full of indecisions, try thinking with your heart.
:bulletred: The greatest revenge is to accomplish what others say you cannot do.
:bulletred: Don't regret what might have been. Accept what is and rejoice in what is yet to be.
:bulletred: Don't wait for your world to change, change it yourself.
:bulletred: Live today fully and you created a lifetime of meaningful memories.
:bulletred: There are no impossible dream, just our limited perception of what is possible.
:bulletred: It is in the company of a good friend that the heart finds a home.
:bulletred: The only true failure is the person who fails to try.
:bulletred: We cannot predict the inevitable. We can only accept it as our life unfolds.
:bulletred: Potential is not something that you have to live up to, but it is something you must use.
:bulletred: To have a satisfying relationship with your family, friends, and colleagues, you must first have a satisfying relationship with yourself.
:bulletred: You maybe disappointed if you fail, but you are certain to be disappointed if you never try.
:bulletred: Embrace change, and you've made a new friend for life.
:bulletred: Only with understanding can you truly celebrate your life.
:bulletred: Do great things in your life, but do small things as well.
:bulletred: There's nothing wrong with being realistic-as long as you create your own reality.
:bulletred: Don't strive to be better than others, strive to be better than yourself.
:bulletred: Taking charge of your life takes time-and a bit of faith and courage.
:bulletred: Embrace love. The light it brings will illuminate your feelings.
:bulletred: The words you choose to tell the truth are as important as the decision to be truthful.
:bulletred: The key to happiness will never become apparent if you have not previously considered that happiness is worth having.
:bulletred: Strength is measured by restraint.
:bulletred: Making life less difficult for others is to be encouraged, creating happiness for others is to be rewarded.
:bulletred: Knowledge can be captured by the mind; faith must be apprehended by the soul.
:bulletred: The key to life unlocks beauty to all things.

:bulletred: Life is a book and you are its author. Believing in your own intuition and instincts is key. Asking yourself new and empowering questions and writing your thoughts and observations will allow you the freedom to take both small steps and great strides. There is not one way to accomplish this. There is not one name for happiness, contentment, or caring. Let the words that you write serve as your key to life.

:bulletred: To comprehend the value of one month, just ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby. To comprehend the value of one week, just ask the editor of a weekly newspaper. To comprehend the value of one hour, just ask the lovers who are waiting to meet. To comprehend the value of one minute, just ask the people who missed their stop on the train. To comprehend the value of one second, just ask the person who managed to avoid an accident just in time. To comprehend the value of one tenth of a second, just ask the person who ended with the silver medal at the olympics. The hands of the clock will continue ticking, therefore, treasure every moment you have and treat today as the utmost gift you'll have.

Just to let you know, I didn't make any of these up...they are from somewhere...I can't remember or either I'm too lazy to go and check...haha.

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..::..Random..::..

Sun Jan 7, 2007, 5:09 PM
  • Mood: Egghead
  • Listening to: Hikair Planitb Remix
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: snot
Hello, I'm bored and I don't want to do my homework so I decided to write something on da since I just felt like it. Anyways, as for SEEKING SOLACE, we are having a major delay on it....and have cancelled the contest because of major changes in the storyline.

Thank you for understanding and I hope you'll look forward to the newest storyline for Seeking Solace.


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